You're too popular, that's the problem .

Okay, going to blog since its quite a long time that I haven't blog . Life ? It sucks . Especially yesterday evening, when I knew what's happening . And seriously, I feel like killing that bitch who spread the thing and make Aliyah pissed off . Can't u guys just stay out of this matter ? Dah tau, tkyah nk besar2 kan perkara boleh per ? Haish, sometime I wonder, why people can't keep secret between themselves . Haish . Nevermind, I just got to bear with it for a few weeks or months . Haish . And yeah, Aliyah, I'll try my very best to hold on to it . I can't make any promises . Haish . He's just to popular for our level, *sigh . After listening and knowing what's happening, I also got fucked up . Thinking about the problem, I slept at 12a.m. And it's not a good night .

Okay, currently at fav aunt's house .Like finally I reached here :) . Iffah and Kak Ina sleeping, aunt watching tv and I'm on the lappy :D . Nothing else I can say .

I'm confused !

Okay, this stupid blog can't upload pictures . Nevermind, I'm updating :D . Saturday summary : -Went to Woodlands -Went to Pandan City, Malaysia . -Play 'catching' with a cat . -Came back at around 1.45a.m . Sunday, went out at around 11.45am, went to meet Mira cousin at Pasir Ris MRT station . Then make our way to Bugis . Ate at KFC, then proceed to Topman & Topshop outlet . Went around, nah, nothing's nice . Then went to Bugis Street, bought for brother's his half-sleeve shirt . Then went to the new shopping centre, so boring ! So, we sit down, slack there for awhile, enjoy air-con, then plan where to go next . After planning, planned to go to Marina Square as there's Topman & Topshop outlet . Walked to Marina Square then went in the outlet . Shopped for Nizam's present :D After that take a break at Mac Donald then we planned to go back home . So, after that, wanted to take MRT . But then, we planned to take all the way to Joo Koon then come back . Then I say, "Kiter g Boon Lay uhs, ader Jurong Point, amacam ? Baru pukol 5.30 sia ." So, she agreed and we window shopping there . Blahblahblah, went to T1 sekejap, then go back home :D .

Ruined !

I'm updating my blog cause Aliyah told me to do so . Haish ! Actually, I'm lazy to update uhs . Cause no mood to type and post about everything . I want to go to Woodland, anyone free ? Muahaha ! G mampos, aku nk jumpe Izz Sachok . Aiyo, that one also asked me go around 4++ cause he's meeting her minah at Sembawang . Haish ! See uhs, if i free and not lazy to travel from Tampines to Woodlands and back again . Sometimes I wonder, why all good things have to end ? Why can't we enjoy the good things and not the bad things ? Haish . Sigh . I keep on holding on, but I don't know when I don't know when I can let you off free .

Every effort is wasted .

Some people change like the season . They changed, but they didn't know that they're actually hurting the people around them . Haish . Sigh . And seriously, I'm giving up in trying to persuade you to change back . Do you still remember when you say this to me, " Aiyo . Don't be sad, I;m here . " ? And, " I'm here for uu . " ? And now, what had happened ? *sigh .

I miss the old (insert name) . I miss the laughter and endless teasing and spelling checks . Haish .

And Fiqah, you need to cheer up . I know it's quite critical right now . Like I said in the messages that I've sent you, you need to accept the fate . Don't be scared, okay ? I'm sure, one day, the whole thing will stop .

Bitter ends, sweet memories .

Sorry, cause I don't know you felt that way . But my life, I got to move on . I got to forget all the memories I had with you, eventhough it hurts me . And I'm going to smile and laugh like nothings wrong and pretend that it didn't hurt me inside .

I'm sorry, if the news you heard makes you feels upset . I didn't know you knew about that stupid thing . Things gets complicated . :'(

And boy, you're not the same guy that I knew a few weeks or a month ago . You changed, totally . Not yourself anymore . Change back, please . :(

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, ABG ! WWWEEE :D Finally 16 seyy ^^ . This Friday, confirmed :D . Study hard and make it to Sec 5, okay ? Later I belanje you something, secret :P . I Love You <3>

It's over, you're gone .

Accept the fact that you're gone in my life and I'm gone in your life . And I admit ; Yes, I was taken by the best, baby . I'm taken for the best in words, a shoulder to cry on and a company . But I'm not taken for the best in attention . You're always busy with your own things and hobby . Yeah, I understand that you're busy with your National Football Association (NFA) and school soccer trainings and matches . There's a limit to it, anyway . And I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt . Pictures will never replace having there . Memories, eventhough it was good or bad , it will always bring tears . And words will never replace these feelings. Some people says, "Holding on is what makes you strong . But sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on . " I know, you'll be waiting on the wings . But don't blame him .

Quiz . It hurts so much .

1. Ever stead with a guy u had never meet ? -No . 2. What are u waiting for ? -Someone to call and be awake . 3.When's the last time u got hurt ? -No need to know . 4. What's the colour of your living room ? -Light green . 5. Do you prefer blue or purple ? -Purple is a gay's colour . I pick Blue :D 6.Song you're hearing ? -None right now . 7. What are your daily activities ? -Sleep, school, eat & use computer . 8.What will be your daughter's name ? -I don't know . 9.What's the name of your sister ? -Nabila irritating . 10.How to different shape you and your friends ? -I don't know . 11.What's the current drink you're addicted to ? -Ice lemon tea and milo and Mc Cafe . 12.Who's the smartest in your family ? -Elder brother and me ^^ . 13.Do you own a handphone of your own ? -Yes . 14.Ever love someone but you knew he doesnt love you back ? -Yes, I guess . ~~~ 15.Do you still love him ? -Yes ? 16. Do you hate him ? -His reaction ? 17. Do you even think about him ? -Sometimes . 18. Do you miss him ? -I miss the old him :( . 19.Do you think he still loves you ? -I don't know . Ask him for me, can ? 20. Do you still talk to this person ? -Yes and No .

I'm so sorry . Really sorry .

No mood to post, actually . Lazy and pissed off . I'm giving it to 1 month and see what will happened . Haish ! Things got complicated sometimes . The truth do hurts sometimes, I know . And I'm really sorry about had happened . I didn't expect that things would turned out this way . I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I'm sorry if I couldn't help you . I'm truly sorry . Still friends ? That's the hardest to answer . :( .

Meet u again next time, okay ?

Okay, today went to school quite early cause ... . Then reach inter, blah blah blah, go school take 291 . Dhen ALAMAK! HAHAK ! I know, you know luhs ehk :D . After school, wait for Aliyah to finished her story telling and Fiqah cartoon to finished her lesson . After that, went to accompany Syafiqah to alter her skirt . After that take bus and go home with Shafika . When we reach the Tampines Mart bus-stop, saw elder brother and his group of friends . He say he want to go to Temasek Poly to study ? HAHAK ! Mepek, padehal nak g training . Then while walking to the KFC place, saw Nizam, brother's friend . Woah, *cair . AHAHAK !.. Then I just walked past him and smiled . I don't expect his respond . Then suddenly, "Hi Naqiah. " Then I was like, " Hi Nizam. " Then they make their way to bus-stop and I make my way home . Then I messaged brother he want Mc Cafe . Then he say he's late . Then blah blah blah, home . Bye ! Happy 9th monthsary bby !

Wedding !

Okay, I'm lazy to blog about what happened on Saturday, Sunday and Monday uhs . I'll just post pictures . Actually, I also lazy to upload my photos uhs . HAHAK ! I'm now uploading it at Facebook . If u guys want to see the photos, can add me up at facebook and view it :D . naqiah_1996@hotmail.com , that's my e-mail for Facebook :D . Bye, lazy to talk alot .

She don't understand .

Fuck sia this blog ! Cannot upload photos . Kanina ! Okay, I'm trying to keep this post as 'short' and fast cause I'm rushing . Will be going to favourite aunt's house cause her son will be marrying . WWWEEE :D . :( + :) = I don't know . On the Thursday and Friday, went to school quite early . Not reach school early uhs . I came out from my house, early . Met Aliyah at her void deck and went to Mac at Inter and waited for Rais . On the Thursday went to school on time . But Friday ! Haish ! You know, I know uhs, ehk . ^^ . HAHAK ! Then on the Friday, we while we're sitting there, doing nothing, got a group of Changkat Changi girls, staring at me . Not the kind of minah (s) staring uhs . The stare is like in as if they knew me . So, don't care uhs . Then take bus, go school . Wapiang ! Late sia . HAHAK ! But DM let us go . HAHAK ! Then yadayadayada, it's D&T . Okay luhs, not so hard for the start . Can manage, a bit uhs . After school, went to meet mum and elder brother at Afghan there . Aliyah accompany me also . =.= . So, buy the shoe and all . Go home, relax first and watch MTV, about Michael Jackson . HAHAK ! Then at around 3pm, I start to bake the 7 cakes . Like mad sia . Do alone pulak tuu ! ~!@#$% . Nevermind, asal kan ader kaitan ngan keluarga angkat aku, tk kesah . Semue nyer okay . [: . U guess what time I finish the baking ? 9pm sia ! After that, go and take a shower and then go out and went to her house . Reach there, salam everyone . Me and Mira come out from the house and we lepak2 at the opposite the block . Then the rest of my cousins joined us . Semue teenages . HAHAK ! Then make our way to the exercise there . We do sit up luhs, play monkeybars . HAHAK ! After that, we're sweating ! Go up for a while, I ate and then come down again . Yada yada yada, at around 1++ a.m, then go home . Today skipped religious class . I WANT TO QUIT ! QUIT ! Haish ! *sigh* . Okay, at around 1pm later, will be going to favourite aunt's place for the akad nikah thingy . Gosh ! It's like about wad time ? 3 hours ? 4hours ? *sigh* . Okay luhs, i got to go liao . Bye !