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It seems dat I've started to begin posting everyday !.. Sometyms, I'm bored, dats the reason why.. HAHAK !.. Currently I'm blogging n friendstering.. Not chatting wif anyone (: I'm lazy to post.. MOOD SWINGS !.. Juz now, went to fav aunt's place without my mum's permission ;DD Cool rite ?.. I noe XD.. No need to say.. HAHAK !.. Ya, cool but by the tym I went bck home, get lecture on the phone when I answered her phone call !.. FUCK SIA !.. Supposed no need to answer her call (: HAHAHAK !.. She asked me, "Kenape nk kene g rmh mak long kau ?.. Ader aper kau ngn Iffah ?" ("Why must u go to ur aunt's place ?.. Wads the relationship wif Iffah ?") In my heart, I'll answer dis to her, "It's my problem wad !.. None of ur business also !.. Wad the relationship between us ?!.. We're cuzins !.. Got blood relationship !.. Juz give me some space of freedom n FUCK OFF from my affairs !" I'm now holding bck my tears.. Sometyms I juz feel lyk screaming at her !.. But, somehow or rather, I need to care of her feelings also.. Sometym I felt dat I'm not apart of dis family.. Sometyms loving my fav aunt is better than loving my OWN MOTHER (: Dat's the best decision (: I simply stayed away frm home so dat I could not see my mother's face.. I SIMPLY HATE HER ! .. The very last tym I said the phrase to, was to Dinie n he calm me down, I MISS DAT PART !.. But dat was the PAST, I need to put all those sweet memories of us behind n not to turn bck, dats lyf is all about (: Sometyms, when I recalled wad happened to us, I felt guilty also.. Lying n all.. I'm sorry :( "I MISS YOU SO MUCH !"