It will only be WORSE ! I know what I'm doing .

Okay, gonna re-cap what happened the past few days . 

Wednesday went to KFC to buke with boyfriend, Aliyah and Hasan . After buke went to T1 open area . Slack there till around 9pm then make our way to Mac . Slack at Mac till around 9.45 and then headed home :] .

Thursday went to E!Hub with boyfriend to buke . Bought the tickets for G-Force movie and make our way to Burger King to buke . Then elder brother messaged me, he saw me :| . hah . I ate very little for buke . hah . Was busy messaging Aliyah that time . I did not finished the burger . I ate only half of it and I'm damn full . The fries sucks ! Finished eating, make our way back to E!Hub to watch G-Force . The movie was funny . hah . The animals are cute . After the movie, headed to 350 and slack for awhile . Went to 7-11 to buy a combo set . Went back to 350 and slack till 10.45pm . And then home sweet home . 

Friday, nothing much happened . Make chocolate chip cookies and I ate 10 of them during buke cause I ate mee hoon abit only .Okay, my english sucks, phm2 sua luh ehk . I chatted with Haqim and he asked about primary school outing . He said, " Aku ngah tunggu mak Khidir call aku jer . haha "  Bustard , damn him . hahak. Okay, I'm running out of words here . Bye . Currently chatting with Hilman, si seleng ! hahak . Kay, bustard .

10.09.09- Happy 13th Birthday, Benjamin !

11.09.09- Happy 13th Birthday, Khidir !

-Thanks for the wish that morning. I thought you've forget everything about us. Having you as a part or my life completes it . And yeah, both of us had moved on, like what u told me to do. Maybe, it's not a regret holding on to u . And thanks alot for all the advices u gave me throughout the days and months knowing you . I hope you're happy this decision of yours .

- I'm still confused . Why now then u come back ? Why now, when I'm someone else's ? I don't understand you . Make up ur mind, boy !

- Ouh, u care more about what people says, I see . I wanted to be harsh that night. But I remind myself that harshness won't bring me any good . I didn't get a good night that night . To be honest, I didn't even sleep . And yeah, I know where I stand .

- And for those who is fucking free to care about people affairs, go and mind your own fucking business . Sorry if u guys are one of them and happened to read this .Why the fuck must I tell the public that I love my boyfriend ? Cause I myself know how much I love him .Gosh, go and get yourself a fucking life first, can ?, before taking care and being a fucking busybody about people affairs .