Being strong is important. But knowing who you can count on is equally important

Okay, today sucks . Nah, some people knew about it . So, yeah .  Life have to move on, that's what they say .

Breaking up and time out is a totally different thing. when you break up, you suffer a loss. it's like half of you gone. Because you know you can't have him back or treat him like you used to. in other words, there's nothing like a 'next time'. when you have a time out in a rs, at least you know your lover is still yours. he's there for you, somehow. he's not gone. he needs time alone but you know you can get back to him.

the reason why i fought my way to get you back is because i love you very much. till now, i never understood why you wanna break up with me when actually we can have a time out. my friends have been in worst fights more than we do but still, they're together. that's why i can never learn to accept it. that's why i'm constantly down. wondering why you're doing this to me when you said you love me so much. i can never understand that. I hope you're reading this .

Being in love again is like putting myself at risk. i'm afraid of future conflicts. worst yet, breakups. but i tell myself. you're my weakness and strength. you're the one who make me happy or sad. so why should i just let go and give up. bcos i really really really love you. :( it's bloody hard to lose you, you know.