The most painful and the worst way you can ever miss someone is if they’re right beside you.. and yet you know you can never have them.

 

Okay, today ncc was boring , I don't know why . I don't have the mood to march properly . It feels like as though my body is flying, hahs . Okay, skip . After ncc, slack in school for awhile then met ayeem, gave him his friendship band. Boarded the bus and went to Aliyah's house . Check the movie time and stuffs, changed and off to Century Square :] . Went to NTUC to bought snacks and we stuff everything inside Aliyah's bag. hahs , wth . Then, watched 2012 . Okay luhs, not bad .

I give 3/5 . Mcm merepek gitu . Dunia dah kiamat, tpi maseh ader org hidop, wtf. But all the actions was scary . Imagine the movie is a 3D movie, woah . hahs. Okay, I'm done.

I’m still caught up in the past.My mind still lingers on the way things were between you and I.Now, everything is different.Things are not the same as they were just a few months ago.And it makes me doubt myself..It makes me wonder if I was just dreaming, if it had even happened, or if it was just my imagination confusing dreams with reality.And the only proof there is that you might ever have loved me, even the tiniest bit, is in our old conversations.I’m not sorry that I can’t just forget about the way things were.I’m not sorry that I’m not like you, or that I cannot throw everything away.I cling on to old memories, our old conversations, our inside jokes, and what made you laugh.And yes, it hurts me so much. I wonder how things could’ve gone from that, to nothing.But even though it hurts, at least it shows that I have a heart.At least it shows that all that wasn’t meaningless, not to me at least.Maybe you didn’t think much of it, but I did.And I still do.